Sunday, June 7, 2009

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I'm really not good at this stuff. I was never good at writing. I did try getting into the editorial board in my school, but the competition with the teacher’s kids and all got to me. That’s why; I never got to do any good writing. And of course journals, they're there, but I'm really a very lazy person. But, I sure am a good reader. I'm all for the romantic stuff, though. :)

I basically am a normal - I think - average teenager. I have like a gazillion problems as most teenagers. I always thought I was the only one with the world’s greatest problems, but apparently not so. My cousin got into this huge mess and his parents practically locked him in his house. It was a really sad phase for him and he started blogging. So, here I am trying to get a closer look at what I am. Let’s see where it gets. And how it looks.

I have a complicated problem. I have three best friends. The one who is the best of the best - lets call her Anna - is basically popularity stiken. She lies to me a lot, and I tend to believe her. She has another friend, recently made, who I really don't like. But, its very sad to see someone else take your place, very sad. My second best friend, is someone me and Anna always hated because she used to be such a desperate and fake person. I'm going to call her Jamie. Jamie and I became good friends, but I betrayed her trust because I never liked her and I went and told her ex boyfriend about all the shit that she told me about him , which I found very rude of her. Don't judge me, I did this because he wasn't over her and it was quite visible. He got pissed with her, and eventually with me to. We didn't talk to each other for 2 months. Now, we're best friends. He's my third best friend. I'll call him Bill. Bill thinks of me as his best friend and ends up telling me everything. I love all three of them. But, things that have happened, have made me change my mind...